It's so difficult, Alicia totaly wants to have the baby. But I don't want to become father and....okay, I also don't want to kill the baby, but ..arrr I don't know what to do. Because we are 16 and we still go to school, so that having a baby is really complicated, you are stressed so much, but Alicia totaly wants to keep the baby.
But.., our future!!:( I am still good at school and don't have time for looking after a baby every time.
TH said that we should keep it, because otherwise we would kill the baby and he also told that to be going to have a baby is something to be happy about not to worry about, also if I am still a teenager.
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I decided that we kept the baby, I am totally convinced by my decision! If I had done what mum and dad and also Sam wanted, I would have never been happy anymore!
ReplyDeleteIt would have been my, who had to kill the organism, which is still growing up in my tummy!
And I am convinced that it will be a Ok- time when our/ my son/ daughter is there, I hoped!
Of course…I can understand Sam’s fears! He really wants to study and start a totally different live than his mother, Sam knows what he would like to achieve, he has dreams –in opposite to me- my parents set me my carrier… so I see the disadvantages, but it is my body and my conscience!
There are so many other people, who survived with a baby…also when they were teenagers!
Yeah, it was a good choice to keep the baby. Bec ause in my opinion, we cannot kill the baby and maybe... when it's born, I also would be very happy about that. Also if my future would change much.
ReplyDeleteAnd euhhh do you know that I've got weird dreams? How do you do? Did I tell you this?! I'm not sure if I did.
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