So, to my mind,the time is very fast. I am 18 and so is Alicia, Roof is nearly two, my sister one and my parents aren't old, yet.
And now I give answeres to some questions. But I just tell you the answeres, because telling the questions would spent to much time.
1)Anyway, first to my sister Emily, she was born in the same hospital like Roof. But weird is that she is the aunt and younger than Roof.^^
Then, to the question if I realy had a day like in the future with Roof and his injections. Yes, when Alicia had a cold, so that I had to go with Roof to the doctor's. But on the day, I did know his name.
2)So, do I still talk to Tony Hawk? - We'll see^^.
3)And college, there's all fine, ok, not all, but the most.
4)Now to Alicia, the most interesting theme. In the evening, after we were in the Finsbury Park, we had sex, so that Alicia thought that we are together, again.Ahhh. The problem was that we slept in Rich's bedroom, Andrea came into the room on the next morning and said that we should come donwstirs fora conversation. But I don't want to tell you about that, it was too long. I just tell you about the end. Finally, I said Alicia that I don't love her anymore much enough for a realtionship. And I said it to her directly.
So, if I should give me a mark for my life. I would give me eight out of ten points for how I'm getting on with what I've got to do every day - Roof, college and all that. And for my life marks, i wouldsay not higher than three...^^
What do u think about the seperation, was it right, to do that, or not? Just comment.
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I am so ashamed Sam .
ReplyDeleteI`m so sorry that I reacted like that .
I don`t wanted to make your terrible dream about a life without Roof real.
It was silly of me but now I promise youthat something like that won`t happen.I hope so.
Hey Sam
ReplyDeleteI was really sad when you told me that you do not love me although we had sex a few minutes before! I felt so happy; I thought we could try it one more time together I noticed that my feelings for you came up again! I nearly was convinced that you also had feelings for me during sex; I did not think that you could simulate your feelings! I am angry, I tried you to protect from my parents but you say that your love do not sufficient to have a nice relationship! How can that happen?
Sam… we have got a kid together! I hope you will be there for Roof whenever he will needs you, not like your dad, he didn’t look after you, did he?!
It is how it is and I will live with it, there is no another way!
Maybe it is good how it is, that we split up by now and not… maybe in 10 years, that would have been the most horrible situation for Roof!
I hope we will stay in contact and that you stay here and do not move to an unknown city, where Roof and I won’t find you…
Call me on Saturday before you come and go to the playground with Roof!
Sorry Alicia. But I don't feel the same for you, I mean that I don't love you anymore. So, sorry, but we have to split up.
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